Side blog

I’m talking to Ron. and he’s talking to me about what would happen if he died, or moved, or something like that. Then I asked him what would happen if I got bitten by a radioactive spider and turned into a super hero but had to leave town and talk to no one I knew because I was afraid I’d get them hurt and he was all “THEN I’D BE LIKE BATMAN AND BE WITH YOU ALWAYS.” and I was just like “We could fight bad guys together!” and then we started talking about that. I like him, okay.

He’s been bugging me about calling him. But my phone’s not working. DAMN IT. He is calling me tomorrow though. On my house phone. which is weird because I never talk on my house phone. We’ve been talking about really serious things lately. About his father, and my past and stuff. He wants to have a picnic when we go to Disney this summer and watch the fireworks show. He wants to go to the Zoo, and the arcade. He wants us to go take long walks together. At one point he said we should just walk about on the beach and just talk.

Knowing some of this, you’d think we were dating, right?

It kind of sucks that we’re actually not.

I love him as a best friend. I really do. But I’ve developed a crush for him that won’t go away and I don’t know what I’m going to do about it. It keeps getting worse and worse everyday. I even made up a song that was basically to him today. I can’t even remember it. But I bet it could have been a hit in the industry. That’s all for now.

Will things ever change from being just friends?