Every single day.
I think about suicide. I’m not going to lie and say I don’t because I honestly do. I’m too much in love with myself to do it anymore tho. A lot has changed. I’m a better person now. I’m happier and I finally accepted who I am. Will I always have these horrible feelings? Yes, of course. But I have the power to overcome it because I know that I am a better person. And I’m amazing. And that I have a great personality. I try my hardest at everything I do no matter what, I am my own person. I find myself very hot pretty nice looking and I am okay with who I am now. I still have issues I suffer with everyday, but I can get through them. You just have to have the mind set to overcome it all. Or at least try to. That’s why I don’t get it when people cut themselves. You don’t have to feel that way. I know it sucks. But you don’t have to harm yourself. What the hell is that going to do? Go out and do something for Christ’s sake. Tell someone. If you don’t want to then help yourself. Believe in yourself. Confidence is everything. Most people think you’re conceited but so what? I’d rather be friends with someone who is “conceited” than ones that have the lowest self esteem on the planet. I mean sure, I’d help that person. But please have confidence.
Fucking flaunt it.
